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    November 02

    去留之间

    村上春树的一本书里说35岁是人生的一个折点,向下的折点。我的人生开始向下。
     
    人生进入下半场,却又要面对抉择,无论以哪一种方式开始的未来人生似乎都是refresh一切从头开始。
     
    对于现在的生活明知道最不应该做的事情就是浪费光阴,每天醒来的时候都是日上三头,依然如故的懒惰,依然如故的身不由己。我有罪。
     
    去留之间,都是言说不尽的心神不宁……
     
    我爱你们,所有我的朋友们。我很想要淡化自己曾经存在过你们周围,你们的喜怒哀乐却依然是我心所系。
     
    亲爱的天上的father,我明白这一生纵然会风雨兼程,但是请让我不要看到的只是自己没有得到的,我感恩,一路走来你的呵护和关怀,倘若可以,我还依然能够有你相伴。
     
    这一篇貌似我的遗书,很多的混乱及言不由衷。
     
    还是算了,等待发落
     

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    Joanna Yangwrote:
    anyway, you will master yourself, all the best wishes to you!
    Nov. 5
    lu yangwrote:
    宝贝儿,最让你头疼的就只是那个二选一的选择题,你都明白要风雨兼程了,也该知道阳光总在风雨后,乌云下有彩虹吧?要是一路上都艳阳高照的,你也就是BBQ的命运了.无论这道选择题你向怎么作,你都已经在我心里啦,何须淡化?!条条大路通罗马,相信最终等着你的还是那丰盛的人生.
    Nov. 4
    wing ya lukwrote:
    親愛的,無論去留都支持你的決定,因為確信神必引領你倆走前面的每一步。你可知道,在你所到之處,你的腳蹤何奇佳美!你是神眼中永遠寶貴的女兒。願神祝福你!我也會在我的禱告中紀念你。

    Nov. 4
    ying xiawrote:
    亲爱滴,有句话,人生从40岁开始,所以30岁走下坡实在是无稽之谈,尤其是在今天这个“一切皆有可能”的年代。
    不过呢,做一个选择,马上就看到曙光是很希望渺茫的事。据说,人生的有趣之处,就在于上坡下坡,起起落落,所以在路上的时候,就好好享受路上的风景。到巅峰的时候,就好好往下瞭望。这样的人生才是快乐的。作为基督徒的你,更应该是快快乐乐的,因为你总是心中有希望阿^^
    Nov. 4
    Rane Kangwrote:
    To Emma, 谢谢你在心上为我留的位置,哈哈,那个地方好像希望很大,有艳阳天为我停留吗?
    Nov. 3
    Rane Kangwrote:
    To Wendy, hehe, 我在悉尼啦,等候的是自己的命运的发落而已,总的来说,一切还都尚可,只不过暂时的小迷惑一下,放心!!!谢谢你的支持和关心
    Nov. 3
    Emmawrote:
    我会把你放在心里的。亲爱的你就洒脱的走吧。前面有一片艳阳天等着你。
    那里有希望,你就往哪走。
    Nov. 3
    Wendy Fwrote:
    huh? are you ok kath?
    are you in Beijing now, feeling lazy and unmotivated to do things? or r u in sydney?

    come back la, we will support you. Of course God is always by yourside, pray more and i will include you in my prayer too.

    waiting for who's fa1 luo4?
    Nov. 3

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